Writing. Writings. Racing. Picture Taking. Architecture.
Yes. It's how panic attacks often begin.Hi!*waves*
Hey!There is a tree outside my window that is totally white right now. Some sort of fruit tree I think. It's in the hippie neighbor's yard. I blew smoke rings at it earlier.Sunrise was amazing this morning. For some reason, I cannot help but write when I see a sunrise. Every time. Even if I'm driving and late, I pull over and write.-Nps - I may be back to normal this weekend. Currently at level orange.
All semester I have felt that except when I was in the hospital bed. Does a panic attack usually take care of it? I should try one.
My psychiatrist told me yesterday that he has begun smoking cigars. Do you think he's coming on to me? I mean, aren't cigars pretty phallic?
Cigars are definately very phallic shaped. Being someone who smokes 3-4 a week on average, I don't quite see that as him coming on to you. I don't know him though.As discussed yesterday at The Garden, when girls smoke cigars it is irresistable. Two reasons: the phallic shape and the break with social norms. (pun unintended but unavoidable)But I probably have a phallic fixation: one of my favorite buildings in Norman Foster's pickle shaped skyscraper in London, I smoke cigars often, and I play Lacrosse - a sport where there are three main elements: the shaft, the head, and the ball. Frued would love me.
I, too, have a phallic fixation.
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